There is absolutely no doubt whatsoever in my mind, that all those involved in putting together the retreat, were led by the Holy Spirit. I identify completely with a quote in one of the leaflets: “No words can explain the healing that I experienced on this weekend retreat.” I thought I had “handled” it. I thought I had worked through the denial, that I had forgiven myself, that I had put this in the past. I was so wrong! I cannot speak highly enough about Rachel’s Vineyard. Words fail to convey how wonderful the retreat was, not just for me, all of us felt the same way! The visualizations and re-enactments were so powerful, and the Holy Spirit was there, Christ was with us; again. All of us felt the presence, no, experienced the presence. Before the retreat, I wanted to prevent someone from making the same mistake, but didn’t understand those that were dedicating themselves to the healing of women who’ve had abortions. Now, I understand.

To think that when I spoke to you several months ago I wasn’t sure I belonged in that group! I still can hear your voice saying very gently, “I’ll think there’s probably some denial you need to work through.” As I participated in the Bible study and searched the recesses of my subconscious to remember things I had blocked out so long ago, I came to terms with so much…Then, exactly one month ago today, I confessed and that I thought the retreat might be a little superfluous. However, since Sister Pat and Mary Jean (and you, too) encouraged attending it, I figured I’d trust all of you and go all the way with program.

In short, it was the hardest thing I’ve ever done and the most rewarding. I had no problem believing God forgives someone truly repentant. So, let’s say I expected being forgiven, and welcomed back. I didn’t expect a banquet, nor gifts…and I’ve received the most incredible one of all…I no longer feel shame! This was unimaginable to me. Before, I could envision the parable of the prodigal son; now I have experienced it.

I want to express my heart-felt thanks for the work you’re doing – it’s truly appreciated.

May God bless you, always.

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